Although I always had this instinctive feeling of "being from another world" , throughout my researches over the years , I found clear signs of my pre-destination for my current life path . My clues were 1) I am life path 4 ( four is a karmic number ( discover more about this here )

2) my sun sign is Virgo : the sign of service , and struggle; 3 ) my rising sign is Capricorn ( Capricorn is a karmic sign , click here for more info about this ) , and 4 and most importantly I am RULED BY SATURN -  which is the master of hard lessons , the restrictive father , it is considered a malefic placement in Vedic astrology , - yup just my luck!)

 

My life has been full of challenges - which I have been able to overcome with regardless of how much of a soul crushing their were. For most part of my life in this realm I have felt quite "empty"- as if something was always missing , and as if I didn't really belong here. . Without understanding why , as much as I tried , as just didn't seem to enjoy life the same as others around me did. I didn't seem to connect with others they way everybody else did, I didn't seem to enjoy the same things that people my age throughout the years did... and this left me like an outsider … as I didn't seem to fit anywhere , ever - not even with my family. For many years I preferred to be alone , to isolate myself , and at times to observe humans . I used to observe them , at at times I would imitate their ways , when I had to interact socially. 

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It was really as if I was sent here to learn the things that I didn't , to learn to interact , to go through many hurdles , and learn the tough lessons of life , and then pass onto others , who might be walking this same path ; and also to wake up humanity as much as I can .